Shameless: Same South Side, Different Lip Chapter 20
A few weeks after moving into the apartment, the place had already started to feel lived in.
Not finished, exactly. There were still things they kept meaning to buy and kept putting off. The shelf against the wall held a random mix of clothes, notebooks, and a half-empty bottle of dish soap because neither of them had bought anything better to organize it with yet. One kitchen chair still wobbled if you sat on it the wrong way. The lamp by the couch only worked if the cord stayed angled a certain way.
But none of that mattered much.
The apartment had settled into them, or maybe they had settled into it. Either way, it no longer felt like a room they were borrowing from the future. It felt like theirs.
Most mornings, Mandy ended up on the couch with the laptop balanced on her knees or open on the little table in front of her while Lip worked closer to the window where the light was better. The table had become their workspace without either of them ever deciding it would. A mess of notebooks, supplier pages, coffee mugs, ad notes, order totals, crossed-out ideas, and whatever food they had grabbed that morning and forgotten halfway through.
The routine that grew out of it was quiet and unplanned.
Mandy checked dashboards and rewrote product descriptions when she thought they sounded fake. Lip handled suppliers, margins, ad spend, and the parts of the stores that required more patience than charm. Sometimes they talked the whole time. Sometimes they went an hour barely saying anything except what they needed to. The apartment was small enough that silence never felt like distance. It just meant both of them were working.
That afternoon, Mandy refreshed the dashboard again while Lip stood near the window scrolling through a supplier page.
“Forty-eight.”
He looked over. “Phone cases?”
“Yeah.”
She turned the laptop slightly so he could see it.
Lip walked over from the window and leaned down beside her. The phone case graph had settled into something steady now. No more sudden spikes big enough to make them stare at the screen. Just consistent movement. Enough to trust. The clothing store looked different. Lower overall, but climbing with more energy behind it.
Mandy clicked to the monthly report.
“Phone case store did about thirty-eight hundred this month.”
Lip looked at the figures a second longer, checking them the way he always did even after she had already read them out correctly. “After ad spend?”
She moved the cursor down. “Around twenty-four hundred profit.”
He nodded once. “Good.”
She switched tabs.
“Clothing store’s just under two thousand revenue so far.”
“And profit?”
“Little over eleven hundred.”
That drew the smallest smile out of him.
“Not bad.”
Mandy leaned back into the couch. “That one’s going to beat the phone cases eventually.”
“It will.”
She looked at him over the top edge of the screen.
Lip sat down on the arm of the couch. “I’m usually right.”
Mandy snorted and looked back at the laptop.
The apartment was bright with late afternoon light. Outside, traffic moved past in lazy waves, the noise low enough through the window to feel distant. The couch still carried the slight sag in one corner from where they both ended up sitting too often. The bed was unmade. One of Lip’s hoodies hung off the back of a chair. Everything about the room looked ordinary, which was exactly why the phone ringing on the table cut through it so sharply.
Lip glanced down.
Fiona.
He picked it up without thinking. “Hey.”
He got maybe three words in before his posture changed.
Mandy noticed immediately.
Fiona’s voice was coming too fast, too thin, too stripped down to even sound like her at first. Not panicked in a loud way. Worse. Panicked in the way people were when they were trying not to lose it because losing it would make everything more real.
Lip stood up.
For half a second, he did not fully process what she was saying. Hospital. Liam. Emergency room.
Then it hit him all at once, so suddenly it made something cold slide through his chest.
Liam.
The party.
The coke on the table.
His mind caught up a beat too late and all he could think was, How the hell did I let that slip past me?
He was already reaching for his jacket.
“Which hospital?”
Mandy was on her feet before the call ended.
Lip listened, nodded once, and said, “We’re coming.”
Then he hung up.
Mandy did not waste time asking twice. “What happened?”
“Liam’s in the hospital.”
That was enough.
They were out the door less than a minute later.
The waiting room smelled like stale coffee, floor cleaner, and that sharp hospital disinfectant that made every place feel colder than it was. Fluorescent lights flattened everything. The chairs looked uncomfortable before you even sat in them. A television mounted high in one corner was on mute, captions flickering under a daytime talk show no one was watching.
They found the family right away.
Fiona was bent forward in one of the chairs, elbows on her knees, staring at the floor like she had forgotten there was anything else to look at. Debbie sat beside her, quieter than usual, her hands twisted together in her lap. Carl was pacing near the vending machines with all the restless energy of someone too young to hide panic properly and too angry to sit still.
Lip walked straight to Fiona.
“What happened?”
She looked up.
Her eyes were red. Not from dramatic crying. From the kind that had already happened and left her looking hollow afterward.
“He got into something,” she said.
Lip’s voice came out flatter than he meant it to. “What.”
She swallowed once before answering.
“Cocaine.”
The word hung there ugly and blunt and real.
He had already known. Or rather, he should have known. Knew it years ago from a show he had watched. Knew it in the back of his head as one of the big things that happened. But that was the problem with living inside it instead of watching it. It stopped arriving in episodes. Life piled up over everything else, and some of the things he thought he would never forget ended up buried until they were standing in front of him all at once.
“There was a party earlier,” Fiona said, looking down again. “I left it on the table.”
Carl kicked the side of the vending machine hard enough to rattle it. “They had to pump his stomach.”
Debbie flinched at the noise but did not say anything.
Mandy stood close beside Lip, one arm folded across herself now, face set and still.
“Is he okay?” Lip asked.
Fiona nodded once, but barely. “They said he’s stable. He’s still back there.”
No one said anything for a few seconds after that.
The waiting room kept going around them. Somebody coughing farther down. A nurse passing through the doorway with a clipboard. The hum of the vending machine by Carl’s shoulder. All of it felt strange against the fact of the Gallagher family sitting there as if the room should have known something heavier had landed in it.
Lip rubbed a hand over his mouth and looked toward the hallway leading deeper into the hospital.
He knew what came after this too.
That was the part making his stomach knot in a different way.
Not just the fear for Liam. That was immediate enough on its own.
The rest of it too. Police. CPS. Hearings. Everything that happened once a mistake got written down officially and everyone who already had power over a family like this got invited in.
A doctor came into the waiting room a few minutes later.
“Family of Liam Gallagher?”
Lip stood first. Fiona got up right after him.
“That’s us.”
The doctor’s expression stayed professionally even, but not cold. “He’s stable. He responded well to treatment. At this point we’re not expecting long-term complications.”
Fiona exhaled like someone had pressed the air out of her all at once.
Debbie bowed her head. Carl stopped pacing.
But the doctor had not finished.
“Because illegal substances were involved,” he said, “we are required to notify the appropriate authorities.”
There it was.
The room seemed to still around that line more than it had around any of the others.
Nobody needed him to explain what that meant.
Fiona’s face changed again, going even paler somehow. Carl looked like he might hit something. Debbie stared at the floor. Mandy said nothing, but her jaw tightened.
Later, after enough doctors and nurses had passed through to make the waiting room feel even more like a machine than before, Lip stepped outside with Mandy.
The air had cooled while they were in there. Evening was coming down slow over the parking lot, turning the tops of the cars flat and gray. The railing near the entrance was cold under his hands when he leaned against it.
For a while neither of them spoke.
The hospital lights buzzed behind them. Farther off, somebody started a car and then sat there with the engine running.
Mandy came to stand beside him.
“This is going to turn into a mess.”
He nodded once. “Yeah.”
“Police. CPS. Everything.”
“Yeah.”
She looked at him then. “You’re helping.”
It was not really a question.
Lip kept his eyes on the parking lot. “They’re my family.”
Mandy slipped her hand into his.
“Good.”
That was all she said.
He looked down at their hands for a second, then back up.
When they finally got back to the apartment later that night, the place felt too quiet.
Not peaceful. Just too far from where they had been.
Mandy set the laptop on the table out of habit. Lip sat on the edge of the bed and stayed there, elbows on his knees, looking at nothing for a while.
She refreshed the dashboard without seeming to notice she was doing it.
Another order had come in.
“Forty-nine,” she said quietly.
Lip looked over. “Phone cases?”
She nodded, checked the clothing store too, then closed the laptop halfway and let it sit there.
For a few minutes, neither of them said anything.
The city lights across the street flickered on one by one. The room held onto the last of the evening light near the window while the rest of it dimmed around them. The businesses kept running. Orders still came in. Ads were still live. People somewhere out there were still clicking and buying and moving through their own tiny routines with no idea of the hospital waiting room they had just come from.
It should have felt strange.
Maybe it did.
But mostly it just felt like life refusing to pause neatly for one thing at a time.
Lip leaned back slowly, stretching out across the mattress without fully lying down.
Mandy came over after a second and sat beside him.
“You okay?”
He stared up at the ceiling. “No.”
She nodded once, not pushing.
“That’s fair.”
He turned his head enough to look at her. “I should’ve remembered.”
Mandy looked back at him, her expression changing slightly. “Remembered what.”
He almost answered.
Almost told her the truth, or something near it. How some days the future sat in his head like a map and other days it got buried under everything happening right in front of him until it was too late to matter. How stupid it felt to know something once and still fail to stop it when it came around for real.
Instead he looked away again.
“Nothing.”
Mandy held his face in her eyes for a second longer than usual, like she knew there was more there and was deciding whether to force it out of him.
Then she let it go.
“Fiona’s going to need help,” she said instead.
“Yeah.”
“You’ll figure out what to do.”
That was exactly the sort of faith he did not feel he deserved in that moment.
Still, hearing it settled something in him anyway.
He sat up again after a while and reached for the laptop.
Mandy watched him but said nothing.
He refreshed the dashboard once more.
Fifty.
A clean round number.
He stared at it for a second, not because it made him happy now exactly, but because it felt like a reminder that the other life they had been building had not disappeared just because the Gallagher chaos came crashing back in for a night.
The apartment.
The stores.
The rent.
The work.
All of it was still there.
Still moving.
Still theirs to deal with.
He closed the laptop and set it aside.
Mandy shifted closer, her shoulder resting lightly against his.
Outside, a siren went by somewhere far off and faded. The room stayed quiet around them, the kind of quiet he had wanted for so long and still did not fully know what to do with on nights like this.
Neither of them said much after that.
There was nothing useful left to say. Not until morning. Not until they knew what came next. Not until the hospital called or Fiona did or the first knock from CPS landed or whatever else the day had waiting.
So they sat there together in the small apartment they had built around themselves, with the businesses still running in the background and the Gallagher family already pulling at them again from the other side of the city.
And for the first time since moving out, it became clear that leaving the house had never meant leaving any of it behind.
