Shameless: Same South Side, Different Lip Chapter 19
The apartment felt different once everything was inside.
Not finished. Not settled. The bed frame stood near the window without a mattress on it, one of the kitchen chairs leaned slightly because the floor dipped near the wall, and the couch still smelled faintly like whatever store it had come from before they dragged it upstairs. The shelf had nothing on it. The kitchenette was empty except for two mugs, a pack of paper towels, and the cheap soda Lip had brought over in a plastic bag.
But the place had changed anyway.
The second the door shut behind them and the noise from the stairwell cut off, it felt like theirs.
Mandy kicked off her shoes near the couch and stood there for a moment looking around. Not just glancing, really looking. At the bed frame by the window. At the little table in the corner. At the lamp they still had not plugged in. At the blank stretch of wall where nothing had been hung yet because they did not own anything worth hanging.
Lip stayed near the window, one shoulder against the wall.
He looked around too, but more quietly. It took him a second to understand what felt so different, because nothing in the room itself was impressive. Small studio. Old floor. Scuffed paint. A window big enough to matter. That was all.
Mandy took a few steps across the room, slowly, like she was testing the shape of it with her own body.
“Weirdly quiet.”
That was it.
No shouting from downstairs. No TV blaring in the next room. No Frank talking to himself from the couch. No Debbie and Carl turning a five-second argument into a fifteen-minute war over nothing. No Fiona moving through the kitchen with the weight of the whole house on her shoulders.
Just the faint noise of traffic below and the occasional car slipping past outside.
Lip nodded once.
“Yeah.”
Mandy dropped onto the couch and leaned back, stretching her legs out in front of her. The cushions gave under her and settled.
“I like it.”
He believed her.
Lip crossed the room and opened the laptop on the small table. The screen lit up the room a little more, just enough to make the corners look less bare. He pulled up the dashboards again out of habit more than urgency.
Phone cases.
Clothing.
Mandy leaned forward immediately, all softness gone the second numbers entered the room again.
“How many?”
Lip refreshed the page.
The numbers updated.
“Eight.”
Her mouth lifted. “Hoodies?”
“Yeah.”
She leaned back against the couch again, looking pleased in a calmer way than before. Less shock now. More satisfaction.
“That one’s going to catch the phone case store.”
Lip looked at the graphs for a second longer. “Maybe.”
Mandy glanced over at him, then nudged his arm with her foot.
“You should tell Kev.”
Lip closed one tab and leaned back in the chair. “I know.”
She studied him. “Tonight?”
“Yeah.”
There was no point dragging it out. The Alibi had done what it needed to do. It got him cash when cash mattered. It gave him time. It gave him cover. But it had never been the thing. It had only ever been the thing next to the thing.
Mandy sat up and folded one leg under herself. “He’s gonna act offended.”
That got a small smile out of him.
The Alibi looked exactly like it always did when he stepped in later that evening.
Same low music. Same beer smell soaked into old wood. Same handful of regulars taking up their usual places like the stools belonged to them personally. The place had not changed at all, which somehow made the feeling in him stranger. He had walked in through that door enough times now that the routine lived in his body without thought. Head for the bar. Check what Kev had not done yet. Listen to Veronica correct him. Wipe something down. Move something heavy. Stack something that should already have been stacked.
Kev was behind the bar with a row of glasses in front of him, drying one with a towel and doing a mediocre job of it. Veronica was leaning against the register talking to one of the regulars, looking bored in the way only she could manage.
Kev looked up first.
“Well, if it isn’t the internet millionaire.”
Lip walked up to the bar. “That’s generous.”
“It’s my thing,” Kev said. “I exaggerate.”
Lip rested his forearms on the counter.
Kev took one look at his face and put the glass down. “That’s not your normal I’m-here-to-work expression.”
V glanced over without moving from where she stood. “That sounds bad for him.”
Lip looked between them once. “I’m quitting.”
Kev blinked at him.
He did not say anything at first, which was unusual enough on its own.
Then he let out a breath and nodded slowly. “Alright.”
Lip had expected more noise than that.
Kev read that on his face immediately. “What, you thought I was gonna chain you to the tap?”
“Wouldn’t put it past you.”
“That hurts.”
V cut in from the side. “No, it doesn’t.”
Kev ignored her and leaned both hands on the bar. “This is the online thing.”
Lip nodded.
“Yeah.”
Kev looked at him for another second, then glanced down the bar like he was lining up the last couple months in his head. Deliveries. Late shifts. Laptop under the counter. Mandy turning up more often. Lip looking at the dashboard when he thought nobody noticed.
Then he shrugged.
“Figured.”
That surprised Lip more than it should have.
“You did?”
Kev snorted. “You think I’m blind?”
V slid into the pause without missing a beat. “He is, but not about this.”
Kev reached into the cooler, grabbed a beer, and slid it across the counter.
“Then this one’s on me.”
Lip picked it up.
Kev pointed at him with the towel. “You disappear and get rich, you still come back and drink here sometimes. Otherwise I’m taking it personally.”
“That sounds like a threat.”
“It is.”
V folded her arms. “Good for you.”
Lip looked over at her. “That all?”
She raised a brow. “You want me to cry?”
He laughed quietly at that.
Kev shook his head once, still looking at him. “Seriously though. Good job.”
That landed more cleanly than a bigger speech would have.
When Lip got back to the apartment, Mandy was on the couch with the laptop open again.
She looked up the second the key turned.
“Well?”
He shut the door behind him and tossed his jacket onto the back of the chair. “I quit.”
Mandy’s whole face changed. Not surprised exactly. More like satisfied.
“That easy?”
He crossed the room and sat beside her. “Pretty much.”
She refreshed the clothing store dashboard.
The numbers changed.
“Ten.”
Lip leaned closer. “That jumped.”
“People want hoodies.”
He sat back. “Apparently.”
For a little while neither of them said anything.
The apartment had a different kind of quiet now that it was dark out. More lived-in than before. The couch cushions had shifted under them. The soda cans were on the table instead of the floor. Mandy’s bag sat by the chair. Lip’s keys were by the laptop. Tiny signs of occupation. Small, but enough.
She slowly closed the laptop and set it on the table.
Then she turned toward him.
“You know this is our first night here.”
Lip looked at her.
“Yeah.”
Her hand slid into the collar of his shirt and tugged him closer with no hesitation at all.
“That deserves better than staring at sales.”
A laugh slipped out of him before he could stop it. “That’s fair.”
She kissed him before he could add anything else.
Not quick. Not playful. Slow and deliberate in that way she had when she wanted something and saw no point acting unsure about it. Lip kissed her back, one hand going to her waist as she shifted over him, her knee sliding onto the couch cushion beside his thigh. The room seemed smaller with her that close. Smaller, warmer, quieter. The laptop on the table stopped mattering immediately.
Mandy pulled back just enough to look at him.
“Still think this was a good idea?”
Lip smiled a little. “Best one we had.”
That got the look she wanted, and she kissed him again.
After that, nothing in the room deserved much attention. Not the stores. Not the notifications waiting to be checked. Not the boxes still stacked by the wall. Not even the empty bed frame by the window.
Later, much later, they ended up falling asleep on the couch.
The city outside went on without them. Cars passed. Somewhere down the block, somebody laughed too loudly and then disappeared into the rest of the night. The light outside shifted and dimmed. Inside, Mandy was curled against him with one arm over his chest and one leg half tangled with his, sleeping hard enough that he did not bother moving when he woke first.
He stayed still for a few seconds and looked around.
The room was gray with early light. The couch. The little table. The chairs. The bed frame by the window, still empty. The apartment looked even smaller in the morning and somehow more real because of it.
Mandy stirred against him.
“You’re awake.”
“Yeah.”
She barely opened her eyes before following his gaze toward the bed frame.
Then she sighed. “We’re fixing that today.”
Lip looked back at her, amused. “You hate the couch that much?”
“I hate waking up folded in half.”
That got him laughing quietly enough not to ruin the mood.
An hour later, they were back at the used furniture place.
The same rows. The same smell of old fabric and dust. The same guy at the counter who looked like he had not moved from that exact spot since yesterday.
Mandy stood in front of the mattress section with her arms crossed, staring at them like they were personally responsible for disappointing her.
“This one.”
Lip looked down at the price tag first, then pushed a hand into the mattress.
“It’s decent.”
She gave him a look. “That better mean yes.”
He pressed again and nodded. “Yeah. It’s good.”
“Good,” she said. “Because I’m not sleeping on that couch again tonight.”
The mattress was heavier than it looked.
Getting it into the truck was annoying. Getting it up the stairs was worse. Getting it through the apartment door without scraping both the wall and the doorframe took more patience than either of them wanted to admit.
But once it finally dropped onto the bed frame, the whole room changed again.
Not because a mattress was exciting. Just because it finished the shape of things.
Mandy immediately threw herself onto it and let out a satisfied breath.
“Much better.”
Lip stood near the foot of the bed and looked at her stretched across it like she had been waiting for this exact moment since the first time she saw the empty frame.
“You claiming it already?”
She rolled onto her side and looked at him.
“Our bed.”
That shut him up for a second in the best possible way.
He sat down beside her. The mattress gave under his weight, soft enough to matter and solid enough not to feel cheap. Across the room, the laptop was still open on the table.
A small notification appeared on the screen.
Another order.
Both of them saw it.
Neither moved.
For once, there was no rush at all.
